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I got a positive yesterday. I don’t even feel pregnant. I totally thought it was going to be negative.

I know, most people would be very excited. I’m, well, I’m scared and cautious. Obviously after 3 prior pregnancies and nothing to show for it, a + on a test doesn’t mean a whole lot. But it does mean that we made it to first base. So that’s where I’m hanging out right now.

This cycle is exactly 1 year + 2 days after the last cycle we got pregnant. And I’m leaving for Artfest tomorrow. The 2nd time I’m going and the 2nd time I’m pregnant while there. Weird.

I’m probably going to be a little quiet about this one. I don’t feel like doing the usual obsessive analysis and constant thoughts of “what if”. We’ll see what happens, but there is nothing I can do to change what that will be.

I’m not sharing any of this in the non-password protected posts for the time being. Please help me keep it quiet. And send some good thoughts for whatever is in my uterus right now.